Today was a very good day. Radio is playing my favorite song, well my favorite for this week at any rate, and I just found the video for it. When We Stand Together, by Nickelback. My God, I feel so much better than I did the last time I blogged.
Happened about three weeks ago now. At the end of one night, lying in a spoon with Roy, him caressing my oh so freaking large self. He said, 'you know it seemed like you didn't feel sick at all today."
He was right, and even after all I had been through, I hadn't even noticed that it was gone. Nor has it come back.
The hormone thing has gotten very odd, too. The only word that describes how I'm feeling these days is serene. Peaceful. I think God heard me and decided to cut me some serious slack.
Almost on the home stretch now. My daily run, which had become my daily walk, is starting to become my daily waddle.
So much happening too. My old boss, EA, Electronic Arts, called last week and said they wanted me back. For years, I had been telling them that they needed to get a serious MMORPG. Now, they finally think they have one in Star Wars: The Old Republic. Now, they want me to help administer it.
Problem is, I'm thinking seriously about retiring from work for a few years, to be with our baby. And if those two things weren't enough to deal with, I've inherited some land, in the old country, in Ireland.
It's a little farm, and I'm thinking seriously about moving us all there for a year or two, once the baby is born. The thought of that, the thought of getting away from this stress for awhile, just warms me all over.
Still thinking about it. Next time, I will write about the farm and tell you all about it.
In the meantime, I hope you all are well, and sorry I've been so out of touch. This just hasn't been easy on me, but I seem to be finally okay with it. I not only feel good, I feel AWESOMELY good.
All my love to you all. I'll be back soon.
